No more blue!
No. I'm not re-iterating my reasons for changing up the colours of this blog.
Tomorrow is the last day I'm working for the one real employer I've ever had. As a lot of you (are there a lot of you? I'm kidding myself, right?) can guess, this has been the cause of much angst and spillage-into-unrelated-ranting you might have been able to detect from me over the last little while. While the timing was great (quarter-life crisis, all of that) to start Something New, it wasn't entirely my choice to do it, and I suspect I'll never be really happy or satisfied about that.
But that's as much as I'm going to say about it here.
For those of you who've had to put up with shit from me lately ... thanks a lot. It's been one of those times in life where it's been quite easy to evaluate who your real friends are. Or should be. For those of you who haven't....well. Lucky you!
What's next? No real idea. Unless channel-surfing on my couch while knitting counts. I'm going to spend some time reading and cooking and tinkering on my piano. As well as catching up on some much needed cleaning and laundry and junking stuff.
My overall cluelessness is starting to feel scary, but something will come up. Always does. And my time "on the beach" (if only there was a real beach!) has been the real pot of gold at the end of that rainbow for me.
Anyways. Going to run. Just got my life back, I think...
Tomorrow is the last day I'm working for the one real employer I've ever had. As a lot of you (are there a lot of you? I'm kidding myself, right?) can guess, this has been the cause of much angst and spillage-into-unrelated-ranting you might have been able to detect from me over the last little while. While the timing was great (quarter-life crisis, all of that) to start Something New, it wasn't entirely my choice to do it, and I suspect I'll never be really happy or satisfied about that.
But that's as much as I'm going to say about it here.
For those of you who've had to put up with shit from me lately ... thanks a lot. It's been one of those times in life where it's been quite easy to evaluate who your real friends are. Or should be. For those of you who haven't....well. Lucky you!
What's next? No real idea. Unless channel-surfing on my couch while knitting counts. I'm going to spend some time reading and cooking and tinkering on my piano. As well as catching up on some much needed cleaning and laundry and junking stuff.
My overall cluelessness is starting to feel scary, but something will come up. Always does. And my time "on the beach" (if only there was a real beach!) has been the real pot of gold at the end of that rainbow for me.
Anyways. Going to run. Just got my life back, I think...

1 Comments:
Woohoo, another post!
Hmm, haven't seen anything of interest lately pop into my inbox... which reminds me, do I owe you another lovely long email?
How are you doing, anyways? Enjoying the rest and the quiet (and of course none of the business crap) ?
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Silvenwolf, at 2:22 PM
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